I’ve lost count of the number of times I’ve watched the video I posted yesterday. Aside from truly enjoying the message, the video has helped me put into perspective a challenging few days.
I do not have a Brady Bunch family, I do not have coffers brimming with gold, and I do not have enough hours in the day to do everything I need to do BUT I do have clean water, thank you very much. Can you really quibble about the insanity (that is actually banality) when there are people out there without clean water and shelter? Sadly, I can and do.
On top of miscellaneous family theatrics seen all over the world, the Mister was robbed again yesterday. The timing could not be worse. With the economy the way it is, with people as desperate as they are, I imagine events like this will only become more frequent. I guess all I can muster is: I don’t know what to say. Rather, I know what I want to say, but I doubt my audience will be receptive to the message.
So I knit to keep from unraveling.
I’ve talked to a few knitters, and the pattern the yarn shop had me start with is actually complicated for a beginner project. That makes me feel better about my rocky beginning. I might start to really enjoy knitting, after all.
I enjoy it especially right now. When it seems like everything around you is falling apart, it feels productive to create something tangible. I am incapable of controlling much around me lately, but I can control my knits and purls. So, forgive me, please, if I spend a little time knitting when I should be writing. It’s the next best thing to crawling under the covers and hibernating until the storm passes.