I’m working on my issues with perfection. I’m trying to worry less about the quality of my writing. I’m trying to let go of the insecurity that often hits me when I read powerful posts written by established writers. I’m trying to enjoy blogging for the creative outlet it can be by writing more often and more spontaneously, even if it means a few posts are paragraphs to nowhere. This is one of the posts I would normally delete before publishing.
Mikey started playing AYSO soccer this year, and today he scored a goal. He was so happy he ran off the field just to give me a high five, which had the crowd laughing and me preening like a stuffed cat. In celebration of this achievement I decided Mikey and I would make Rice Krispie Treats after dinner.
Darn right Jules! There’s something pretty special about a boy that shares! :) And I am with you on trying to post more spontaneously. You, my dear friend, are an inspiration to me!
That’s a great story. So glad it didn’t get deleted! Way to go Mikey!
Dude, your writing is beautiful, but it’s not just about writing — people can read books for that, you know? People read blogs to connect, so hear stories like this and smile and relate to their own lives. I totally understand where you’re coming from, because I do it all the time myself. I think I would love to share this story or that story about my kids, but what if people are all, “why the hell is she telling us this? What is the writerly message?” so then I don’t. It’s an icky trap. From one perfectionist to another, you have to let your content be its own – your blog, your rules — your lovely writing on display in equal measure with your children’s lovely faces.
Man, I sound bossy. ;)
But really! I love this post.
Aw, thanks! I am trying really, really hard to not go back and fix the countless grammatical and typographical errors I already see in this post. Deep breaths. Deep breaths.
Your writing is wonderful.. this blog is a perfect way to hone a short story or thought.
and as long as you are going for improvisation, try melting a bag of chocolate chips on top of your treats next time, wink : )
I heart your blog!
It’s so sweet to see him sharing like that! And those treats look great to me… but I’ve been known to eat things even three year olds find revolting, so I’m not one to trust ;)
I *LOVE-LOVE* your writing! Sweet story :)